You might be able to tell from my artwork and some of my writings that I tend to spend a lot of energy internalizing my thoughts, feelings, interests, and concerns. Therefore, the birth of my son, turning 40, and a career change to stay-at-home dad/artist, has resulted the reflection of my personal history.
As a result, I have noticed a decade trend in my life.
[Side Note: With the exception of first twenty years, that were like many lower middle class Caucasian American boys, filled with parental love, youthful exploration, frustrated teenage angst, societal influenced masculine anger and violence, and a whole lot of searching; I will leave it at that and spare the details for my autobiography, if it is worth writing, probably not!]
The Twenties
My twenties, like other Generation X’ers as we are often called, did not end my adolescence, however, they were the official beginning of my career as an artist.
[Side Note: I say official because I grew up with crayons, blocks, Lego’s, wood, tools, and plenty of room to experiment with my natural surroundings such as fort making, sword fighting with brothers and friends, BMX bikes and bike building, pyrotechnics, fishing, hiking, rock and tree climbing, swimming, random unsupervised experimentation with a variety of materials, and the occasional private art lesson and art museum visits that mom and dad would provide for us. My brothers and I had an interest in making and building objects. Which resulted in our developing problem solving skills at an early age.]
All of my male siblings eventually entered creative fields, I started mine when I went to College, where I fell in love with the ceramic arts, and a young women! The clay stuck with me, that particular woman did not. Without going into a whole lot of detail, I spent the next ten year of my life obsessed with clay, pottery, and finally sculptural artwork. During these ten years, I managed to graduate from Berea College, work in two different production potteries, attend and complete an MFA program, and very importantly, meet my spouse. In short, my twenties began what I hope to be my life’s work as an artist.
The Thirties
Soon after I graduated from Virginia Commonwealth University with my MFA, I turned 30 and my wife and I moved to her graduate program. Luckily, I accepted a one semester visiting artist position teaching ceramics and 3D design at her graduate school thus beginning my teaching career. I spent three years teaching at four different college/universities with professorial positions as a visiting artist, and often living apart from my spouse.
Eventually, I was offered and accepted a tenure track position in the Midwest and for the next seven years I was able to improve my teaching skills, keep up a rigorous exhibition schedule, end my Gizmology series, start and complete the Synthohuman and Orphaned Teapot series, supply a gallery, purchase a house, covert a garage into a studio, and gain early promotion to Associate Professor of Art. Once I was tenured, I developed an extreme case of emotional exhaustion, disillusionment, and disappointment with higher education and humanity in general.
Then my son was born, and everything changed. My thirties ended, and my wife and I decided my resignation would be best for our family. A difficult decision to make, however, a decision that neither one of us has regretted thus far.
The Forties
So what will happen in the next decade? This year I turn 41, and I already know this decade of my life will speed along much faster than the previous four. I have also noticed, that as I age, time seems to quicken, I do not know if there is a quantum physics explanation for this phenomenon or not. However, I do know that intimately participating in a child’s life seems to increase the perception of times passage. Therefore, my immediate plan for the future is to devote much time to my son during the first few years of his life.
I will continue to make artwork and will have to begin developing various avenues for promoting my artwork and myself. I hope to establish an active workshop schedule and write grants. I will most likely continue to garden and preserve food, as this has significantly lowered the family’s food bill, and is probably the single most effective way that we have lowered our carbon imprint. I plan to continue my obsessive reading habit, and write blog posts among other things.
Artistically, I hope to draw and work more two dimensionally and continue sculpting. I do not know what is going to happen in the next ten years, but I hope to become a better and more self-sufficient artist and person, whatever that may be.
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